I Am Second

Below excerpt from here.

“Invisible Influence” by Eric Bryant

Awhile back I was introduced to “I Am Second,” a website which includes the stories of athletes, musicians, actors, and other notable people.  Some of the stories of spiritual transformation are quite amazing!

Two of the stories I found of interest included Stephen Baldwin from “The Usual Suspects” and Brian Welch of Korn.

In both instances, they mentioned random people unknown to the rest of the world who helped them connect personally to God.  For Stephen it was the housekeeper and for Brian it was the real estate broker.  The heroes from these stories were Augusta and Eric -  invisible yet powerful influences.  Random people making a remarkable difference.

We may be surprised with who is already looking for God and who we can influence if we have the courage and humility to serve those around us.

Inspiration

I used to get quite bummed that I have no ounce of songwriting talent in me. Nothing comes, and there's nowhere I can tap from or connect the experiences I've had to song. It was weird to me, as a musician, and try as I might, no lyrics or tunes ever flowed from me in that Rachel Yamagata way - the bohemian lass plucking her guitar and a song emancipating from the folksy strings. Alas, this bohemian lass has no lovely songs to sing at her gigs.

However, I've realised of late that the way songwriters get inspired for a song - Wave of ideas hits. Furious rush for pen and paper. Impassioned scribbling - is the same way I get my sermons/teachings.  It's probably because I just can't stop talking and God knows I'd be better amusing people with my antics. 

Everyone has a special anointing and I pray you'll find what you were created to do effortlessly, as waves of inspiration hit you in the sweet-spot He gave you and you start living God's dreams. 

The Cost

I had a meeting with 2 young men yesterday. After the meeting, they began to ask me about YWAM and what life without a salary is like. As I shared my experiences of God's everyday faithfulness and jaw-dropping miracles,  I said this to them: "When I heard it from others' mouths, I thought it was so great.... but when it started happening to me and became my own experience, it's different - it's 100 times more amazing and life-changing."

After that I went home and reflected on that conversation. It reminded me of the cost I had to pay to live such a wonderful life that people 'envy'. The privilege of experiencing a life of faith and zero finances is great and something not-so-common in society, but it's not that I'm part of a privileged chosen group to have had that experience. There was a cost involved.

And this morning it reassured me as I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, that I've had such an amazing life with God, and it's because the major downs, pain, laying down rights and jealousy, walking the narrow path, etc, paid the price for a life in the middle of God's will..... I may have sacrificed a marriage relationship, fashion and beauty, a nice house and loads of money to live the life I like, but there's a life and walk with God that money cannot buy and that you need to pay the price for.

And when I saw their faces yesterday, how they were so in awe and envious of the life experiences I had, I knew that price was worth paying.

Unbelief

Are you dwelling in unbelief?

How hard it can be for some of us to say this in confidence and faith:

"All things work together for the good of those who love Him, who've been called according to His purpose."

Do we really believe this truth: 

"He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?"

2008 and 2009 were not a walk in the park for me. I received bumps, cuts, grazes and well, SOME gaping wounds as I started Ethnos. Those times were dark times, disappointments in relationships abounded, and there were enough negative experiences to make me doubt the Word of the Lord upon my life, my friends, this ministry, and the future.

But recently, I discovered a profound truth. 

Pain leads to Unbelief. And Unbelief made me doubt that God would never shortchange me. It made me doubt His promises and Words. I couldn't take God seriously sometimes, and confronted Him about His lack of fulfillment.

Then I confronted myself: Can I believe that  "All things work together for the good of those who love Him, who've been called according to His purpose?"

I think that's the only way - to believe that. 

[ All scriptures from Romans 8. ]

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