Wednesday, June 30, 2010
This Summer in Japan.....
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
People in Penang are People-People
Spotted at Food For Thought 8Q:
Finally ALMOST through with my series on hearing God's voice at SJSM. I'm beginning to miss my Saturday nights.....
Haven't blogged for a long time, maybe I shall summarize the highlight of my week: I find it so true that when we cease to try to 'fix' people, their characters, or their problems, and just try to love and accept them, our purpose in this world changes completely.
Even if the ones we reach out to never want to accept Jesus, or use and abuse us, what matters is that you were someone there for them no matter what, without conditions or needing to see results.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Failure Is Necessary
Extract from "Thoughts on Calling" by Tim Morey:
"If we are to live into our calling, failure is necessary.
In God's hand, failure, like a woodworker's lathe, becomes a tool by which he shapes our lives and makes us fit for his purposes. God uses our failures to purify our motives, to equip us with tools we didn't know we needed, to adjust our direction when necessary, and to deepen our convictions on who we are and what we are called to do.
Might things have occurred differently for Moses and his people had he not killed the Egyptian? Very likely yes. But still God was at work. For decades Moses lived and worked in the very wilderness in which he would lead his people in decades to come. Moses didn't know that rescuing his people would require him to have an intimate knowledge of the desert, but God did. Even Moses' failure contributed to the shaping of his call."
Thursday, April 22, 2010
I Am Second
Inspiration
The Cost
I had a meeting with 2 young men yesterday. After the meeting, they began to ask me about YWAM and what life without a salary is like. As I shared my experiences of God's everyday faithfulness and jaw-dropping miracles, I said this to them: "When I heard it from others' mouths, I thought it was so great.... but when it started happening to me and became my own experience, it's different - it's 100 times more amazing and life-changing."
After that I went home and reflected on that conversation. It reminded me of the cost I had to pay to live such a wonderful life that people 'envy'. The privilege of experiencing a life of faith and zero finances is great and something not-so-common in society, but it's not that I'm part of a privileged chosen group to have had that experience. There was a cost involved.
And this morning it reassured me as I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, that I've had such an amazing life with God, and it's because the major downs, pain, laying down rights and jealousy, walking the narrow path, etc, paid the price for a life in the middle of God's will..... I may have sacrificed a marriage relationship, fashion and beauty, a nice house and loads of money to live the life I like, but there's a life and walk with God that money cannot buy and that you need to pay the price for.
And when I saw their faces yesterday, how they were so in awe and envious of the life experiences I had, I knew that price was worth paying.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Unbelief
Are you dwelling in unbelief?
"He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?"
2008 and 2009 were not a walk in the park for me. I received bumps, cuts, grazes and well, SOME gaping wounds as I started Ethnos. Those times were dark times, disappointments in relationships abounded, and there were enough negative experiences to make me doubt the Word of the Lord upon my life, my friends, this ministry, and the future.
But recently, I discovered a profound truth.
Pain leads to Unbelief. And Unbelief made me doubt that God would never shortchange me. It made me doubt His promises and Words. I couldn't take God seriously sometimes, and confronted Him about His lack of fulfillment.
Then I confronted myself: Can I believe that "All things work together for the good of those who love Him, who've been called according to His purpose?"
[ All scriptures from Romans 8. ]




